Mihi Cura Futuri, Forme Fallit

Second week of senior has been great! Monday, the day off, I went ice-skating with Grace, Paige, Hannah, James, and Evan, who will be leaving for college soon :(, but at least we taught Paige how to skate, despite her incessant complaining ;) And after we went to Shari's, where I was, once again, reminded of how little I can eat, but still the hot chocolate was fantastic! They have the best in town I swear! Then, I headed across the way to see "The Last Exorcism" with Jade, Scott, Kelsey, Kayleb, and Marshall. At first, I was really nervous, 'cause I never see scary movies in theaters. But in the end it was really STUPID! Some parts were a little scary, but the ending was SO disappointing! So, we decided that since it was such a fail, that later we'd have to watch a decent horror film. When I got home, James called and asked me where I was...long story short, everyone was confused on times, so I rushed over for a game of tennis with Grace and James, which was pretty fun :)Finally, the last thing of the day, Kelsey, Kayleb, Scott, and Jade came over to my house to watch "The Orphan" which FREAKED ME OUT! Hardcore! That was a good horror film!
Tuesday started off like every other day, until in third period I was given this shirt here on the right! I was so surprised! And relieved! I thought no one would ask me! And it was really creative, so I washed the shirt and I found out that my friend Scott (left, along with Kelli) asked me! So basically I'm really excited now! And I was lucky enough to have my friend Grace, who is basically a fashion genius, show me one of her dresses! 'Cause now I'm basically in love with it, and I'm pretty sure it's the one I'm going to wear to homecoming! I can't wait! :)
Now, as for school, it seems to be flowing quite smoothly, and I'm surprisingly not procrastinating yet! I'm pretty proud of myself for that. And tomorrow, I'm heading out to visit the University of Idaho, which is one of my top 2 picks. Then to WSU for 'Future Cougar' day. I hope one of them feels right, if you know what I mean, because right now I really don't know where I'm going to end up; which bring me to the title of this blog. It means "My concern is the future, for I do not know." It has to do with the fact that, in the end, I don't know where my future is heading, but right now it seems to be going in the right direction. Thanks for reading, whoever you are, if anyone is, and remember: focus on the little things that make you smile :)

Non Semper Erit Aestas

"It will not always be summer." I know this phrase is most commonly used to express the fact that hard times will come into our lives; and seeing as both hard times have come into my life, and that school has just started back up again, that this saying fit quite perfectly.
Week one of Senior Year down! I LOVE my schedule, which I'm surprised about, 'cause I thought I'd drive myself crazy with 7 classes. But I get to see pretty much all of my good friends at least once in the day :) I had a blast catching up with friends, and getting back on track. And my job is nice as well. Good hours, so I get to manage my time, and be able to still have a good social life. And then there was Friday, which was just overall a FANTASTIC day! First assembly of the year was a blast: singing the National Anthem with some choir seniors, watching the Seniors FAIL at the "Decorate the Brave" game, laughing at the announcers (Directors of Enthusiasm I should say) Scott, Cylie, and Nicole who did a great job, and overall just seeing the school spirit. It just makes me love Kamiakin even more. And then that night I went to Jade's house with Raudi, Jennae, and Becca and we all got ready for the first football game of the season! It was fun--truthfully, not all that exciting--but hey, at least we won! 28-0! :)
As for the hard times, I'll just say this: it came to my attention that Homecoming is less than a month away, and I have NO idea if anyone's even going to ask me. This makes me sad :( It's my senior Homecoming, and I've NEVER been to a homecoming dance with a date! Freshmen year I went with a group of all girl friends, and I didn't go Sophomore or Junior Year. Ughh! FML. And to add to this on a side note, boys are stupid, and I'm confused. Shocking huh? I guess I'll just have to go with the flow from here on out.
And the college thing is still in the back of my mind. I'm visiting WSU and U of I (Idaho not Illinois) this upcoming weekend. I'm hoping that one of them feels right, 'cause as of lately, U-Dubb is the only campus I've seen, and I was quite intimidated. And I need to start getting applications in too! Ay dios MIO! :(
But I know it'll all work out in the end. I just wish that there would be some sort of sign on all of it as to what's right or not. Eh...whatever, C'est La Vie right?
I guess I should take my own advice when I say focus on the little things that make you smile :)